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malu euyh mau ngepostnya.. minta ampun d..
aneh bet ceritanya~
hyuh~~
yasu, at first I want to say OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU to my HYDE niichan, which his birthday is on 29th January, hoho..
it’s a late b’day greeting, gomen ne HYDE nii.. ^.^v
second, I’d like to say the same thing to PUCHANG ((popuRIchaNsuMi)), which is her b’day is the next day after HYDE nii, on 30th January
and the last, for Ruki-kun (vocalist of gazette) !! hha.. same greetings with the above, OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU!!! if I’m not wrong, he’s b’day is in 1st February ^^
nah~ skrg fanfic qu..
haduh~ maluuu..
baca aja deh!! gomen kalo pake eigo ^^
one thing!!
if you see someone commented on this post named “cindy”..
that’s my nee!! the girl who is in this story ^^
she’s a greater fanfic author than me..
see my blogroll to read her fanfic~ okay?
saa.. let’s the story begins..
THE CAPE OF STORM
author : deenakahara
author’s note : This story is inspired by “Rainbow Song” film. I’m not the owner of neither Cindy nor Akira. Cindy is my nee and Akira is.. her husband?? XD One thing, Akira is the real name of REITA, bassist of the GazettE ^^ The title, is picked by me from HYDE’s song’s title. I’ve inserted a part of its lyric too. LUV THIS SONG!! ((it’s my first story, so.. I’m really sorry for this bad story and my bad English… T.T)) SANKYUU!! =3
genre : I don’t know.. what they call it? Angst? Yeah, just read it. One thing for sure, IT’S NOT YAOI XD Don’t expect for that, please, I can’t make it!! >_
Prologue
It’s been several day. Rain keeps falling over the world. It is said that the world will be end at 7 days. I just have to wait until my death came..
-7 days left-
That dream came again. Yeah, dream about death. Dream that he will leave me soon. But.. The world will be ended soon, right? So.. I have nothing to fear, I guess.. Not only he will be die, but so do I, don’t we? So.. why that fear is keep on coming? Huft.. maybe it’s better for me to go there, to our favorite place. That peaceful hidden place.. OUR secret place.
I see around, waw.. What a great world. Hhh.. But all this prettiness will destroy in just 7 days. I’d better to enjoy this peace before I can’t enjoy it anymore..
“Cindy-chan, what are you doing here?” a gentle voice asks me.
“Nothing particularly.” I answered. I knew that voice, that’s belongs to Akira. I didn’t surprised he knew I was here. He knew I always here everytime I have to calm myself down.. ah~ how well he knows me, MY Akira.. I like him so much. Even you are unreachable.
“Hey, let’s go home now. It’s cold here. That’s bad for your health.” Akira talks to me again. This time with a lil’ bit worried tone between that gentle voice. He’s right, this is bad for my health. I had a weak body since I was a child but.. I really like this place.
“Just a minute more please. I want to enjoy this great scenery from my favorite cape. Before it all destroy in 7 days.”
“Well.. if you insist.. I’ll still be here with you.”
“Thanks Akira..”
-6 days left-
This morning my breath gets harder and harder. I need my medicine. Hhh.. I knew it, it’s all because I go to that cape again last night. Okaasan have told me not to go there but.. that’s my special, no, OUR special cape. How can I resist not to go there?
The Cape of Storm, that’s how I and Akira call that secret little cape. At last, it is I who called it like that. Akira and I found that cape when we were a kid. First time we saw it, it was dark and rainy day. The wave is hit the cape very hard. The wind howling around that cape. There’s a storm there. That’s why we call it that way.
Scary, it’s really scary there. We hide in a small cave, to save us from the storm. In that small cave something happens. Akira kissed me. He kisses me suddenly. I’ve got nothing to say except keep in silence. An awkward silent.
“Cindy.. I’m sorry.. I knew I’m supposed not to do that. I’m sorry Cindy..” Akira apologizes to me that time. I say nothing but stare to that cute boy face. Then all I do is smile and say, “It’s okay.”
But that’s just our childhood memories. I don’t think Akira still remember it. I think it’s just me that always think about it again and again. I knew it’s just a lil’ boy acts, I’m not supposed to think that really seriously, don’t I? But again.. I like him, I like him so much. I liked him since we were kid. So.. how can I possibly forget that first kiss? Akira.. will you be mine? Even in this little time..
“Cindy, are you okay?” Okaasan get in to my room and break my daydreaming.
“Ha? Eh.. eto.. Well, I’m alright.”
“Have you take your medicine? I knew you go to that cape again, right? Akira told me. Cindy.. I’ve told you, it’s bad for your health, honey. Please don’t go there anymore, okay?”
“Hai’.. I won’t go there anymore, Okaasan. I’m sorry.” Yeah, I’m sorry.. I’ll break my promise again, Okaasan. I can’t resist not to go that place..
“Good girl.. Nah~ it’s better for you to stay in your bed. Akira will come this morning. He just calls that he will drop by before his departure.”
“Akira’s departure? Where he’s got to go Okaasan? Tell me please!!”
“I don’t know exactly.. Maybe it’s good for you to ask him by yourself.”
Okaasan go out from my room. Akira, where he got to go? Why he didn’t tell me anything last night?
I heard a knock voice on my door. I think it’s Akira..
“Yes, come in please.”
“Cindy-chan, ohayou gozaimasu. Saa.. how’s your health this morning? Got any better yet?”
“Yeah, I’ve take my medicine as usual.”
“Oh.. great ^^”
“Why you tell Okaasan that I went to the cape last night?”
“Eh? Gomen ne.. I just think that if I don’t tell her, you’ll keep go to that cape.”
“Even you tell Okaasan, I will keep go there.”
“Do you really like that cape? I can’t understand why. Hh.. It’s just up to you, Cindy.”
Yeah, you don’t care.. I whisper to myself.
“Ah~ I come here to tell you something Cindy.”
“What? About your departure?”
“Yeah.. so you knew it already?”
“Where you got to go?”
“I have to accompany Reila. She wants to go to her mother’s graveyard before the world ended.”
Ah~ that’s right.. I always forgot that Akira had a girlfriend. Her name is Reila.. She is a good girl. I knew it, and Akira really loves her. Reila’s mother’s graveyard is faraway from here, I don’t know where it is, but it’s far. Reila is more important to Akira than me. I have to understand it.. I can’t cry now..
“Oh.. when will you be back here?” at last I can throw out my lost voice.
“I don’t know, maybe I’ll be back on the last day. But if I can’t, maybe I won’t be back. I’m sorry Cindy-chan..”
“Hha.. well, die with the one you loved. That’s everybody said. Of course you want it too, right Akira? Reila is your love, so.. what can you expect more than spend your last time in this world with her?” I smile. I force myself to smile. I knew I sound like an old pathetic girl now. I knew it, but I can’t hold this sad and disappoint feelings..
“Cindy-chan..”
“Just go, Akira. Go..”
“Gomenasai..”
-5 days left-
I woke up suddenly last night. That dream again.. Dream that Akira will leave me behind. But it’s already happened, so what else I fear about? Why that dream is keep on coming? It’s torture me.. At last I just grab my violin, try to play it. It used to I play the violin and Akira play the piano. But Akira is not here.. Ah~ it’s better for me to get back sleep. It’s useless to think about Akira again and again. Besides, playing violin in time like this? Okaasan will get mad at me. Hha.. yeah~ I’ll get back to sleep now.
-4 days left-
“Cindy-chan~ ^^”
I was sitting in the bench and suddenly she came. It’s Dee, one of my friend. It’s been a long time since I saw her. Last year she left to go study abroad, but it seems that she get back here before the world ended.
“Dee-chan, hisashiburi ne.. ^^”
“Hai’~ saa.. Ogenki desuka?”
“Hha.. as you know, my body always weak..”
“Ah~ don’t be like that. Cheer up!! ^^”
“You always so energetic as usual, Dee-chan.”
“Hum? Maybe.. I don’t know. Hee..”
Dee always smiles to everybody, just like she always like before. Akira left, but she get back here, at last I got one of my friend..
“Cindy-chan, where’s Akira? I’ve go to his house, but his parents said that he has left.”
“Yeah, he has gone. I don’t know exactly where it is, but he went to accompany Reila to Reila’s mother’s graveyard. He said Reila wants to see her mother’s graveyard before the world ended.”
“Reila?”
“Yeah, his girlfriend..”
Dee hugged me. She knew how’s my feelings. Yeah, she knew everything, she just didn’t tell it.
“Dee, I’m okay ^^ Don’t be worried please.”
“Well, if say so.. Eh.. Let’s go to your house. I wanna see your Okaasan. It’s been a long time since I meet her. I miss her food, hhe..”
Dee is come to my house. She helps Okaasan cook the food. Even she not too good at it, hha.. She plays the piano while I play violin. She knew which song I always play with Akira. She such a good friend of mine..
-3 days left-
I don’t get any contact with Akira since he left. How’s he? Is he happy? I guess so.. He is with the one he loved..
Today my body gets weaker and weaker. I think Akira’s left had affects my health. But it doesn’t matter, is it because of my bad health or not, me and all of the people will be die in just 3 days..
-2 days left-
Dee comes again. Today she insists me to go walk around the town. I refuse at first but Okaasan said maybe it’s good for my health, so I accept her invitation.
“Dee-chan, the world ended in 2 days..”
“Hhah.. yeah, it seems like that.”
I saw her smiling. I don’t think she afraid of it. It seems like she doesn’t afraid of her own death.
“Don’t you afraid of it, Dee-chan?” I ask her.
“Of course I’m afraid. No one in this world doesn’t afraid of death.”
“So.. why are you really calm? It’s like nothing will happen.”
“Ya.. Neither I calm nor panic, I will also die, right? So.. I think it’s better for me to calm, enjoy my life, before I die in 2 days.. Don’t you think like that Cindy-chan? It’s useless to be afraid.. Just look around, everyone is live their life as usual. It’s not like they will die in 2 days. Because they want to enjoy their remaining time, so they won’t regret later.”
She’s right.
“People said, die with the one you loved. Don’t you want it Dee-chan?”
“Haha.. many people said that. I want it.. but my parents has died before me, so does Kai. Who else I have to die with?”
She is smiling, but a weird smile. Ah~ I forget that her parents and her boyfriend has gone before she went to study abroad. She said that’s why she wants to study abroad, she wants to forget her bad memory of this place. But.. at last she came back here..
“I’m sorry to ask such a question, Dee-chan..”
“^^ Daijoubu neee.. Hee..”
“Hey, let’s walk there.”
-1 day left-
This is the last day, tomorrow is the day. But it seems that my body can’t stand anymore. I feel really dizzy, I can’t breath. I even can’t move my feet. My body is too weak. I force myself to get up, I have to get up…
I open my eyes. Where is it? I can’t recognize this place..
“Cindy-chan, have you wake up?”
That voice.. I hear that voice again, am I die? Why can I hear his voice? That gentle low voice..
“Cindy-chan, please answer me..” That voice talk to me again.
I try to see to the person who talk to me, it’s Akira.. Akira is here..
“Akira?”
“Yes, it’s me..”
“Where am I? Why can you be here?”
“Cindy-san, during our journey Akira always worried about you..”
“Reila?”
Reila was here, what is she doing?
“Yes, it’s me, Reila. I’m here to send Akira back to you. At last I recognize that I’ve taken Akira from you.. Akira is yours, he’s your love. Gomenasai..”
Reila is walking out of the door. She is crying. I saw Dee is outside. She talks to Reila, I don’t know what it is, but I hope it can calm Reila down..
“Cindy-chan..” Akira talks to me.
“Akira, where is it?”
“It’s in the hospital, your Okaasan said that you fainted this morning..”
Ah~ yeah, I remember.. I force myself to stand up but it’s end up with everything becomes black. I see now, I was fainted back then.
“This is hospital? For what? Tomorrow is the last day, there’s no point to bring me here.”
“It’s not wrong to try, right? At last we want you to be okay until the last day..”
-last day of the world-
I wake up this morning. This is the last day.. What will happen? I don’t know, I just have to wait and see.
“Cindy, are you alright?” Okaasan ask me.
“Yes, I’m fine.. Ano.. I have one last wish..”
“What is it?”
“Can I go to the cape, please? I want to see it for the last time..”
“But.. ah~ okay.. I’ll ask Akira to go with you.”
Okaasan go outside. Maybe she’ll call Akira. I don’t know. Ah~ Dee.. I wanna see her, where is she?
“Ohayou, Cindy-chan ^^”
“Dee-chan! ^^ I just think wanna see you and you suddenly appear here.”
“Maybe.. it’s because I have telepathy, hee.. ^.^v”
“Hha.. even in the last day you always smile..”
“Yeah.. I just wanna enjoy this day..”
I envy her, she just keep smiling even she knows her life will ended today. I really envy..
Someone get in to my room. It’s Akira.
“Cindy-chan, are we gonna to that cape?”
“Ah~ Akira, yeah.. I wanna go to that cape.. Dee-chan, you wanna come along?”
“Hm? The cape? Your Cape of Storm? That’s why you called it, right? No, thanks. It’s better for you two to go without me ^^”
“Well, I guess, it’s farewell?”
“Yeah.. I’m gonna miss you, Cindy-chan..”
Dee hugs me. Then she left, I don’t know with whom she will spend this remaining time. Poor Dee-chan..
I sit on my wheelchair. My body is too weak to walk, Akira said I have to use wheelchair. Ah~ I saw around me for last time. This cape.. full of memories.. I’ll miss this place so much..
“Cindy-chan, can I ask you something?”
“Yes, what is it?”
“Do you remember our first time we got here?”
“Yes, on that stormy day..” My breath suddenly gets harder, but I don’t want to tell Akira, it will just make him worried..
“Now I remember what makes this cape is so special, even for me..”
Is Akira remembers that kiss? I don’t dare to hope..
“What is it?” Now I really can’t breath, but I’ll try to keep hearing Akira’s voice..
“That day, I found my love here..”
Then Akira kiss me once again..
“Aishiteru, Cindy-chan..”
I’m glad to hear that word, he said he loves me.. I want to say the same word, but I can’t speak anymore.. The last thing I remember is Akira hugs me, then the world turns black once again.
Epilogue
In the end, it’s just me who is ended. That dream.. I knew at last, that dream told me that I have to leave Akira, not he left me.. ah~ The world is keep on going without me. My life is ended in that Cape of Storm.. Goodbye Akira, at least I can hear your voice before I die..
“Aishiteru..”
Will this be my fate?
So where do I sail? A ship losing control..
My cries swallowed up, lost in the raging sea..
So where has love gone? Will I ever reach it?
The cape of storm, echoes the pain I feel inside..
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saa~ that’s my story
weird, eh? XD~
well, just read and tell me what you think, sankyuu!! ^^
for you who wants to download the song, HYDE’s song titled THE CAPE OF STORM, you cand download it here
or for the full album, ROENTGEN, download :
download ROENTGEN JAPANESE version here or download ROENTGEN ENGLISH version here
both of it has THE CAPE OF STORM inside it ^^
happy reading and happy listening!! =3
